Зимний вечер. Уже темно. Вспоминается Она. Черт, было-то совсем недавно - год назад, а уже столько времени прошло... Хочу вернуть все назад, но... Oh, gib mir Kraft...

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But I am losing the race against myself

(I realize)
All I want
All I need
Always lies just out of reach
I've been coming up empty

(I realize)
I ran as fast as I can run
I pushed as hard as anyone
But still there's nothing for me

(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself, yeah

(I realize)
Burning out, strung along
Now my sorrow is my song
My whole world is half-hearted

(I realize)
For my pain I have none
After all is said and done
Now I'm back where I started

(And I want)
I've gone as far as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself, yeah

(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am losing the race
Against myself
Against myself, yeah

Against myself

@музыка: The Offspring - Race Against Myself

@темы: lyrics

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Beat all the niggers! Beat whoever you see! Don‘t need a reason - L.A.P.D.

When cops are taking care of business I can understand
But the L.A. story‘s gone way out of hand
Their acts of aggression, they say they‘re justified
But it seems an obsession has started from the inside
They‘re shooting anyone who even tries to run
They‘re shooting little kids with toy guns
Take it to a jury but they don‘t give a damn
Because the one who tells the truth is always the policeman

Beat all the niggers
Beat whoever you see
Don‘t need a reason
(We‘re) L.A.P.D.

The city of L.A. feels like a prison
With helicopters overhead and bullets whizzing by
Martial law ain‘t no solution
Police brutality‘s just social pollution

Beat all the white trash
Beat whoever you see
Don‘t need a reason
(We‘re) L.A.P.D.

They say they‘re keeping the peace
But I‘m not buying it because a billy club ain‘t much of a pacifier
“Protecting your freedom”
Now that‘s just a lie
It‘s an excuse for power that‘s more like an alibi
Law and order doesn‘t really matter
When you‘re the one getting bruised and battered
You take it to a jury, they‘ll throw it in your face
Because justice in L.A. comes in a can of mace

Beat all the niggers
Beat whoever you see
Don‘t need a reason
(We‘re) L.A.P.D.

@музыка: The Offspring - L.A.P.D.

@темы: lyrics

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I think you need some education

Случилось наконец то, что мне нужно блыо делать еще огого сколько времени назад - я начинаю изучать книгу под названием "Английский для международного сотрудничества". Была найдена в шкафу. Досталась по наследству от мамы, как и многие другие книги по английскому, (видимо она также была больна этим языком...) среди которых есть художественные произведения и где-то мелкал даже Шекспир. Вобщем, надо их все найти и чтобы не заниматься, откровенно говоря, пиздабольством на каникулах, изучать. Вобщем, я сделал ОГРОМЕДНЫЙ (для себя, естественно) шаг на пути к "пойти учиться на переводчика". И в следующем году найти преподавателя.

Гудлак мне, да инжой.

@темы: English

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Bang bang it hammers in my head

I am the one
Camouflage and guns
Risk my life
To keep my people from harm

Authority
Vested in me
I sacrifice
With my brothers in arms

Through this doorway
What's on the other side
Never knowing
Exactly what I'll find
Locked and loaded
Voices screaming
Let's go!
Come on do it!
Here we go

Oh, take a life
That others may live
Oh, that's just the way it goes
Oh, shut my eyes
It hammers in my head
Where it'll end
Nobody knows

Oh, take this life
That ten others may live
Oh, that's just the way it goes
It's playing over and over in my head
Where it'll end
Nobody knows

Stay the course
Reasonable force
I believe I serve a greater good

Smoke and dust
Enemies are crushed
Nothing left
Where a man once stood

Through this doorway
What's on the other side
Never knowing
Exactly what I'll find
Locked and loaded
Voices screaming
Let's go!
But I'm just doing what I'm told

Oh, take a life
That others may live
Oh, that's just the way it goes
Oh, shut my eyes
It hammers in my head
Where it'll end
Nobody knows

Oh, take this life
That ten others may live
Oh, that's just the way it goes
It's playing over and over in my head
Where it begins
And where it'll end
Nobody knows

Bang bang it hammers in my head
Bang bang it hammers in my head
Bang bang it hammers in my head
In my head, in my head

Yeah, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for Thou art with me
Locked and loaded
Gonna find my truth
Now I'm busting through
All hell breaks loose

And you can all hide behind your desks now
And you can cry, 'teacher come help me!'
Through you all
My aim is true!
My aim is true!

My aim is true

@музыка: The Offspring - Hammerhead

@темы: lyrics

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The world is so cold now that you've gone away

Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal, it's so unfair

And it feels, and it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels, yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Leaving flowers on your grave
To show that I still care
But black roses and Hail Mary's
Can't bring back what's taken from me

I reach to the sky
And call out your name
And if I could trade
I would

And it feels, and it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it stings, yeah it stings now
The world is so cold
Now that you've gone away

Gone away, gone away, yeah yeah yeah...

I reach to the sky
And call out your name
Oh please let me trade
I would

And it feels, and it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels, yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away

Gone away, gone away, yeah yeah yeah...

@музыка: The Offspring - Gone Away

@темы: lyrics

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Итоги дня

Нехер рвать глотку Оффспрингами, когда она для этого совсем не предназначена.

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Никогда я так н был рад 3ке за пробник ЕГЭ по алгебре, учитывая, что я в этом предмете полный лох.

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The banner you're waving is burning and red

One is for envy
And one just for spite
The cuts in my heart
They show in your eyes
Don’t make it better
The twisting knife
Turns all by itself
On to someone else

Your self-liberation
Will leave this behind
Beyond slings and arrows
That rain on our minds
You’ll make it better
Shake it off
It never mattered anyway

If we don’t make it alive
Well it’s a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long

And it’s ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long

The banner you’re waving
Is burning and red
It’s blocking the sunlight
That shines overhead
You against the world
Diamonds and pearls
Voices inside you churn
Watch the city burn

Your own liberation
Will leave them behind
All the slings and arrows
That rain on your mind
Don’t make it better
Break it cause
It never mattered anyway

If we don’t make it alive
Well it’s a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long

And it’s ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long

I
Won't
Calm
Down

The banner you're waving
Is burning and red
You against the world
Diamonds and pearls
It never mattered
Mattered
Mattered anyway

If we don’t make it alive
Well it’s a hell of a good day to die
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long

And it’s ashes to ashes again
Should we even try to pretend?
All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long

All our light that shines strong
Only lasts for so long

@музыка: The Offspring - Half-Truism

@темы: lyrics

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Для некоторых и ролтон со вкусом креветок по утрам экзотика.

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Some days, my darkest friend is me again ... Have you ever

Falling, I'm falling
Falling, I'm falling

Have you ever walked through a room
And it was more like the room passed around you
Like there was a leash around your neck that pulled you through

Have you ever been at someplace
Recognizing everybody's face
Until you realized that there was no one there you knew
Well I know

Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
Sleep forever
Some days, I'm so outshined and out of time
Have you ever

Falling, I'm falling
Falling, I'm falling

Have you ever buried your face in your hands
Cause no one around you understands
Or has the slightest idea what it is that makes you be

Have you ever felt like there was more
Like someone else was keeping score
And what could make you whole was simply out of reach
Well I know

Someday I'll try again and not pretend
This time forever
Someday I'll get it straight but not today
Have you ever

Falling, I'm falling
Falling, I'm falling

Some days, my soul's confined and out of mind
Sleep forever
Some days, my darkest friend is me again
Have you ever
Someday I'll try again and not pretend
This time forever
Someday I'll get it straight but not today
Have you ever

When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to think the world is a better place

When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to make the world be a better place

When the truth walks away
Everybody stays
Cause the truth about the world is that crime does pay

So if you walk away
Who is gonna stay
Cause I'd like to think the world is a better place
I'd like to leave the world as a better place
I'd like to think the world

@музыка: The Offspring - Have You Ever

@темы: lyrics

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К предыдущему хочется добавить, что пусть Поэты бы так и остались в Икре. Хоть и клуб маленький, но это "классическое" место уже и со звуком там все в порядке . А в Точку пусть едут всякие абрыганские панки, трумегаметалисты и пионэры.

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Чертов квипщик - ради того чтобы скачивали этот убогий инфиум решил заблокировать (или что он там с ним сделал, хрен поймешь) квип 2005. Еще и на внешний файлхост залил, ему оттуда небось еще и бабки капают.

Концерт Поэтов. Ну было круто, как и обычно, но публика попалась какая-то чудная (хер знает кем толкания вправо-влево и давка к сцене), звук, о котором можно сказать, что Поэты играли ДрамНБейс вчера (а были слышно только ударные и басы). В остальном положительно. Если только бы мне не пришлось следить за тем как бы у меня не увели маркер и билет с автографами. Ой... И чего ж за компашка попалась... 3дн, возродись наконец...

Утром все жутко болело: спина, плечи... Словно вчера не на концерт ездил, а вагоны разгружать.

Завтра пробный ЕГЭ по алгебре... Надо бы подготовится.

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О чем задумался, Капуша?

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Sex is kind of funny, fun is kind of sex

или

Вот что получается, когда думаешь о чем попало

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Dirty magic

In my own simple way
I think she wants me only
She said," Come over right away."
But she's just not that way
Her little soul is stolen
See her put on her brand new face

Pull the shades
Razor blades
You're so tragic
I hate you so
but love you more
I'm so elastic
The things you say
Games you play
Dirty magic

I should know better than to think I'd reach inside her
It's all a cloudy kind of daze
She's not so sweet today
She mocks me, I'm no fighter
It all just seems like such a waste

Pull the shades
Razor blades
You're so tragic
I hate you so
but love you more
I'm so elastic
The things you say
Games you play
Dirty magic

It's oversimplified

Pull the shades
Razor blades
You're so tragic
I hate you so
but love you more
I'm so elastic
The things you say
Games you play
Dirty magic

@музыка: The Offspring - Dirty Magic (Acoustic)

@настроение: so tragic...

@темы: lyrics

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I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Oh I know I'm being used
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
Oh I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I've got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
This rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

When she's saying, oh, that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying, oh, that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah-eh-eh

Now I'll relate this little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
She's drunk again and looking to score
Oh I know I should say no but
It's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb, but I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

When she's saying, oh, that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying, oh, that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah-eh-eh

@музыка: The Offspring - Self Esteem

@темы: lyrics

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little things

Это, наверное, одна из тех маленьких вещиц, создающих некий "русский дух". Вряд ли гости с запада поймут весь кайф того, когда кто-нибудь приносит домой сосиски и ты берешь одну, распечатываешь и ешь.